Feeling discouraged, I went into my room and threw myself across the bed. It must have been night because I remember that the lights were on. Within almost seconds of my putting my head face first into the pillow and closing my eyes, I saw through my mind's eye, what appeared to be a Haley's comet look alike coming straight towards me. There were other little stars too, that now reminds me of the old time screen saver in Windows. A black screen with the white stars flying all over. It startled me so much that I remember gasping as I yanked my head up off the pillow. I was sitting there for minute trying to comprehend what had just happened. I noticed in that moment, something over to the right of me next to my head. This area on my bed appeared to be moving in clear waves but there was nothing there. I kept trying to re-adjust my eyes by opening and closing them. It took me years before I realized the best way to explain what this form looked like. It was comparable to the heat waves that you see on blacktop when the sun hits it or coming off of a hot grill. There was no form to it but you could see it there. I decided that I had enough of seeing this and something must have been wrong with my eyes, so I turned over on my back and now my head was facing the bottom of my bed. To my surprise this did not make it go away. The formless waves were now at the end of my bed and had stretched out to a larger size vertically, to about the size of a person. It was strange because although the waves of what I now call energy were moving in one direction, the bottom of the waves were moving a different way and had a wispy, fluttery look and feel to them. I noticed that it was moving from the foot of my bed, down the side of it where I was laying. It was moving closer and closer. It was not moving fast but slowly and gently. I would have thought that I would have been terrified at this point, because I knew this was not natural and I knew it had to be a Spirit. I had an unusual feeling of peace come over me as it made its way down the side of my bed towards me. Halfway through its journey, I closed my eyes. Immediately an image of an angel with a harp seared into my minds eye. It was just the outline of this image, no face. It was as if I was looking at the end of a heated branding iron with this image, only instead of that glowing amber color, it was full of all colors just the outline. I opened my eyes right back up and the image was closer. I had an inner knowing that it was trying to communicate something to me. In my mind, I asked what message do you have for me? As the image moved in towards my face, I felt a feeling of comfort and love like I have never felt before or since. The waves went away and all I could see all around me was a billowy white color. Though there was still no form to it, it had a soft feeling to it. Though it did not have arms, I could feel it wrapped around my face as if it were hugging me. I then heard in a friends voice, "you just need to love Angela, you just need to love". I heard the word love a couple more times and then I was in a deep sleep until morning.
All of this happened to me before I was walking closely with Jesus and I really didn't think much about it until about 2006. It was then that I started learning things about the Spiritual world and I was reminded of what happened in my room that night and tried to explain it to a few people and started researching spiritual visitations. It was amazing to me how similar these stories were to what I had seen.
On 11-28-06, I was reading a paper while I was walking on my walk about manifesting. I kept repeating the words Faith, Faith, Faith and later on that walk Grace, Grace,Grace a red berry hit me in the nose that seemed to have fallen out of the sky, which caused me to look up. It was probably a bird that dropped it but when I looked up, I saw a vision that looked like this:
I remember thinking that the middle where the sun sat was a portal/door of transformation. I could see various colors of the rainbow in the circle. I was not staring at the sun but in my mind, I pictured myself climbing in and it burning off of me anything that no longer served me, transforming me. As I was walking back from my lunch break, I remembered looking around and there were several little pine trees planted everywhere. Each one had a sapphire wavy blue color standing next to it. Like energy waves again but this time colored, it appeared that each one had a blue flame in the center of it.
Sometime in 2007 or so that I saw HEATwaves dancing off the blacktop at my friends house and and I said, "THERE THAT IS IT, THAT IS WHAT THE FORM LOOKED LIKE". A couple of years after that and gaining more knowledge of the Spirit world, I had learned enough by that time to know that Spirits are energy, but why did it look like heat waves? It was dark outside (because my light was on) so, no sun shining in through the window. My furnace vent was over to the left of the top part of my bed, not down at the bottom. I don't remember if it would have been on or not because I do not remember the time of year. Either way, it could have never followed a path to from the bottom of my bed, down the side and to my face. I did not have an answer at that time so, I moved on.
A friend of mine has a son that when he was 4-5 years old especially, would say things that a normal child his age does not normally say or talk about. The anointing on him was very strong. I could feel this from him. On 10-11-07 I was talking to her on the phone and I heard him talking and playing in the background. I had never done this before or since but I felt led to ask her, to ask him if he had a word for me. She asked him while she was still on the phone with me using my very words. Remember, he is a small child and no one had ever asked him anything like this before that time that I know of. Without missing a beat, he started speaking:
God always says that Angela is kind, special, created to God. He loves her very much all the way to the line. As he said the word line, he pointed out the window. My friend had tried to correct his saying created to God, feeling that it was surely created by God that he had meant to say. When he heard her change his words, he adamantly stopped her and corrected and let her know that it was exactly how he had said it.
On 8-16-12 I was able to connect the dots to everything that had happened to me with these stories up until this point. I sent an e-mail to my close spiritual sisters that I had read Psalm 19 that day and it all had made sense to me :
Psalm 19
King James Version (KJV)
19 The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork.
2 Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge.
3 There is no speech nor language, where their voice is not heard.
4 Their line is gone out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world. In them hath he set a tabernacle for the sun,
5 Which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber, and rejoiceth as a strong man to run a race.
6 His going forth is from the end of the heaven, and his circuit unto the ends of it: and there is nothing hid from the heat thereof.
7 The law of the Lord is perfect, converting the soul: the testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple.
8 The statutes of the Lord are right, rejoicing the heart: the commandment of the Lord is pure, enlightening the eyes.
I took this directly below from the article,(that I have placed for further reading at the end of this blog), and changed the wording to how I see it with my Spirit eyes:
The most natural source of heat waves comes from the Son. Son rays tend to be absorbed into whatever they make contact with and in the process warm or heat up an exposed surface. Once absorbed, the heat waves cause the molecules contained inside an object (or water or air) to speed up.
There is more, remember the circular rainbow and how I felt the Son was a door/portal of transformation? Remember, there are seven colors in the rainbow spectrum. See the verse below.....
Electricity travels in closed loops, or circuits (from the word circle). It must have a complete path before the electrons can move. If a circuit is open, the electrons cannot flo
Revelation 4
King James Version (KJV)
4 After this I looked, and, behold, a door was opened in heaven: and the first voice which I heard was as it were of a trumpet talking with me; which said, Come up hither, and I will shew thee things which must be hereafter.
2 And immediately I was in the spirit: and, behold, a throne was set in heaven, and one sat on the throne.
3 And he that sat was to look upon like a jasper and a sardine stone: and there was a rainbow round about the throne, in sight like unto an emerald.
4 And round about the throne were four and twenty seats: and upon the seats I saw four and twenty elders sitting, clothed in white raiment; and they had on their heads crowns of gold.
5 And out of the throne proceeded lightnings and thunderings and voices: and there were seven lamps of fire burning before the throne, which are the seven Spirits of God.
6 And before the throne there was a sea of glass like unto crystal: and in the midst of the throne, and round about the throne
Definition of Heat Wave Energy
Energy appears in many forms within the physical environment. Heat is also a form of energy that you can't see, but you can feel it through the sense of touch. All forms of energy consist of waves of particles that carry energy inside them. Heat waves are characterized by certain wavelengths that move at particular speeds and intensities.